The Moment of Clarity

In January 2024, I created this video but felt too shy to share on YouTube. In this video I am filled with a mixture of emotions about my decision to move to Sweden.

In this video, I share a life changing decision and an important life lesson: it's not selfish to put your happiness first. Your life is now and you deserve to live it for YOU. I used to feel I was selfish for putting my happiness first, and some people might think I'm selfish by making this decision, but that's okay. Staying true to myself by following my heart is the best gift I can give myself. It's one of the most important things you can do for your own wellbeing. And for others! How can you take care of the things and people you care about if you are drained? You can't fill from an empty cup. I hope I inspire you to start putting your needs, feelings, wants and desires first. You deserve it 🙂

I knew I needed to go to Sweden. It had been my dream to buy a house close to roots. And the dream felt more real and reachable since I received an early inheritance in 2022. A gift from my Dad. The only person standing in the way of having my dream was myself. Who knows what the future will bring, but this is what I need to do now in this phase of my life.

I finally feel that I need to root and reconnect to my true self before I can make any other life decisions. As I mentioned, I've been longing to return to my Swedish heritage and experience living close to nature. Why nature? It's the place where I feel fully connected with myself. I'm not running away from problems or life. I'm running toward myself with my heart and arms open. It's a journey of self-love and self-discovery. And I think anyone who chooses to embark on this journey has the heart of a wolf.

I hope to give you more information in a future video. This video felt a bit scrambled with all the emotions I was still processing at the time. When I filmed this, the feelings were so fresh that I struggled to find the words. That's usually how I am when I'm still processing my emotions. But I'm trying to be as authentic and human as possible, as scary as it is on Youtube. On a positive note, I'm very excited to share what lies ahead on my journey to authenticity and creativity. I hope you will enjoy watching my story unfold. And that you are left feeling inspired to create, reconnect to your true self, and feel courageous enough to make that life changing decision. Here's your sign, sweet friend.

Let me know in the comments what you dream about in your life, both short term and long term. I strongly believe that when you share your dreams with the world, you are owning what you want in life. And communicating that to the Universe has a powerful manifestation effect. But you have to really believe it with your whole heart. And if you are feeling a bit scared, know that I believe in you! ꨄ